suffering

OMG!! ALAMAK!! OH...SHIT!! WTF!!

this kind of foul language always come out in my mind,

not i'm a person like to speak foul things,

is because all the thing about study also,

make me suffering...

Chemistry, Calculus, General Physic, Computer System, and my Lab Test!

and then midterm is coming soon!

aahhrrr~~~ i got no enough time to do my revision because there are 3 full reports waiting for me to write!

gg.com

>.<

Busyyyyyyyy

Kampar...

my life in kampar started on 31st May...

At the beginning,

everything is still ok about my study...

but now only i know, i can understand the real life in degree,

it is totally different for my previous foundation..

sometimes i felt stress about this.

Haizzz...

My chemistry, general physics, Sun zi art of war, calculus and algebra, emotional intelligence, computer system and my chemistry laboratory...

Yeaaa... I m taking 7 subjects in the year 1 sem 1,

i almost wanna die since there is two full report once week...

now i got no time to update my blog in order to finish my heavy jobs...

Assginments. Chemistry report. Study.

Why i got no time to do what i like?

why i got no time to go where i like?

why i got no time to accompany who i love?

Because of these things...

Busyyy life...

Please shut your mouth!

long time didn't do these...

It is long time i didn't meet u already...

It is long time i didn't see your big big eyes already...

It is long time i didn't see your smiling face already...

It is long time i didn't see your mouse-shaped ears already...

It is long time i didn't see your face already...

It is long time i didn't hear your voice already...

It is long time i didn't hear your heartbeat already...

It is long time i didn't hear you teh me already...

It is long time i didn't touch your face already...

It is long time i didn't touch your hair already...

It is long time i didn't touch your hand already...

It is long time i didn't touch your earlobes already...

It is long time i didn't hug your body already...

It is long time i didn't hug you tightly already...

It is long time i didn't hug you from behind already...

It is long time i didn't hug you from front already...

It is long time i didn't hug you from side already...

It is long time i didn't kiss your checks already...

It is long time i didn't kiss your lips already...

It is long time i didn't kiss your hand already...

It is long time i didn't kiss your forehead already...

It is long time i didn't smell your smell already...

It is long time i didn't smell your hair already...

It is long time i didn't smell your hand already...

It is long time i didn't smell your body already...

It is long time i didn't smell your baobao already...

It is long time i didn't hold your hand already...

It is long time i didn't hold your hand tightly already...

It is long time i didn't hold your left hand already...

It is long time i didn't hold your right hand already...

It is long time i didn't hold your both hand already...

It is long time i didn't feel your heartbeat already...

It is long time i didn't feel your body temperature already...

It is long time i didn't steal your foods already...

It is long time i didn't steal your drinks already...

It is long time i didn't steal to kiss you already...

It is long time i didn't steal to hug you already...

=)

这一天晚上..

莹，你生气我吗？
可以告诉我要怎样才能哄你开心吗？
是不是我又笨到不懂做错了什么？
又惹你生气了？


莹，什么事情可以告诉我吗？
你到底发生什么事情？
告诉我好吗？
不要告诉BAO BAO..
告诉kokv好吗？


莹，告诉我好吗？
别把问题憋在心里好吗？
别承担所有的问题好吗?
把问题告诉我不告诉baobao好吗?
告诉我让我和你一起分担好吗?
不要让我觉得我很失败好吗？
不要让我很有挫败感好吗？
别让我感觉我们之间距离很远好吗？
=(


我只想和你分担.
问了你好几次,你都不要说,
你知道吗，你不告诉我，我又多么的心疼吗..
眼泪都就快要掉下来了..
刚刚MSN的chatbox闪了又闪
还以为你还没睡呢..
怎知道只是个错觉...=(


莹，
在你最需要安慰的时候，
我却不在你的身边哄哄你，
在你最烦恼的时候，
我都不能陪在你的身边，
突然间,觉得自己很没用，
总是无法在你最需要的时候，
陪你. 哄你. 抱你. 保护你.
=(

Kokv
想和你一起
分担你的困难，
分享你的欢乐，
只想让你每一天都
幸福快乐.


莹,
可以告诉我吗?
即使是一点点，我也愿意为你分担一切.
只要我知道，我愿意无时无刻都听你倾诉.

因为...

莹...

我爱你.

<3